given a situation, when you are granted a week long holiday, you'd rather..

A: be sick and forced to rest in your home
B: really study for the midterm tests and assignment deadlines after your holiday

well, i got option C, which is all of the above. Sweet. I lost my voice after conducting a meeting on sunday in a really noisy room where the other end can hardly hear what I said, unless 1 knows how to read my lips. After that, my throat felt uncomfortable and got worst on thurs, when we went back home. Just my luck. After seeing the doctor at hometown, i had to fight tremendously against my overwhelming sleepiness so that i can study abit more before i drop dead due to the medication.
so.. i've finished/scanned 3 chapters of micro-p and still 2 more subjects to go. i guess i'm a failure. sigh.

Another situation: if you are diagnosed with terminal disease, would you..

A: sulk at your pitious fate and be in denial
B: recheck to confirm it/get rid of the dreadful uncertainty

for me it's abit of both.

Last time i posted about me going to donate blood in my hometown, and the GH had sent me a letter regarding some problem about my blood. Well, that's half a year ago and i was pronounced clear after doing a retest. Then, overjoyed, i donate blood again, before this trimester started. Again, a letter came to me after that, stating the same issue. I felt like a convict imposed with death sentance. Uncertainty and depression engulfed me, for good. I was diagnosed with Hepetitis C.

"How could this happen to me?!", the very same question asked by those who are declared having left 3 months to live or suddenly caught AIDS. That was a few week before midterm break when i was helplessly asking around for blood test center around melaka. End up, i din go to any of them, because i dun want to spend so much money when i can do the test halfpriced in my hometown (mom got a voucher for Pathlab in Fajah supermarket). It doesn't help if i do the test sooner or later if i really had that virus right, since there's no cure for it. So i force myself to be optimistic and life goes on pretty much.

The few days in between the trip to pathlab and the results announcement was anything but cheerful, tho my throat was getting better. I can't study, and i can't really enjoy reading manga or watching anime at all. All the time i was recalling about the infos about hepetitis C written online and wonder how much the medication for it cost. Well, i'm not really that pessimistic but you really have to be prepared if the worst befalls on you. So.. it's not my fault that i can't finish reading that stupid incomprehendable Electromagnetic. heh.

After days of suspense and uneasiness, today, the result was finally out. There's sth wrong with my liver's enzymes, and i have a bit of urea acid, but.. I'm Cleared of Hepetitis C! YEAH!!! my worst nightmare was gone with the wind. I heaved with great relief, as well as my dad, who went to the gent's straight after the news. Guess his really really worried and i'm so glad i'm ok. the uncertainty and depression vanished in thin air. I'm healthy! tho i've been taking it for granted before this happened, This statement became so precious to me now. So, guys, do care about your health cos it really is the only thing you can have in order to gain other things. So stop taking for granted about your health and start maintaining it! XDDD

Moral of the day: be happy for being healthy and disease free, and work for it!

ok. shit. i have to start studying now if i want to finish my assignment on time. >__< see you guys back in campus! XD

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yes. we are celebrating you getting older XD *bricked*

It was so much fun during shindee's party in Witchery Idel, which is a cafe newly open in U centre. most of the ppl in the party are shindee's coursemates, and me, loomun, weiyong, benny, kristine n qj there too. In the cafe, besides us there were several ppl having their bday celebrations. so being invited many times, we finally pushed shin dee near the music podium and sang bday song together for a long draggy time :p

Shin dee unwrap all her presents eagerly while we watched. got really nice bunch of presents, lucky you XD here's pics of them :D

The fun begins when the cake arrived. XD it was a secret recipe chocolate cake *heavenly* and lucky i din eat a very big piece cos it's very creamy and filling :D



after tat, Shin dee started to cut a smaller cake brought by Benny :D




then came the cake smearing time!! Kristine strikes yet again! XD and here's the priceless pic of the year:



Just that, this was not the only time she got smeared with cream. the vicious cycle went on and on, everytime after she wash her face, she'll be creamed again without fail. *pats Shin Dee*

Well.. this din not go on for long, as shindee strikes back with a full blow! jz that QJ was the biggest victim xD Loomun took a video of the process. Shin Dee cornered QJ who was protecting Kristine, and end up being smeared in the face :D hope you can wash off the new chocolate dye on your sideburns XD

After all the fun and excitement, we had to clean up the place abit *guilty for messing up the place with cream* and we went back, not before taking group pictures:


more pics.. but lazy now XD can't wait to go bon odori!! XD

Happy Birthday again, Shindee! *hugs*

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urgh. jz when i thought i can finally get over it. Been reading/doing maths since monday (some ppl even earlier *shudders*) and i even skip class today to do math! *bricked* yea yea.. excuse to play truant XD but that's beside my point. The thing is that when we were few meters away from our house biking to campus, weiyong, behind me, received a call saying the test was postponed.

i was like huh?! wth?! while stabling the bike steering xD It'd be bad to have accident before we even get to campus (tho last time i did had an accident before exam and surprisingly scored pretty well for it :p)

so still putting on an incredulous face, we decided to go take a look and see if it's for real. We've been cursing all the way till exam hall, where we saw tones of ppl walking in the opposite direction. guess the rumour's true. but wat caught my curiousity most was the reason behind it all. Viola!

THERE WERE NOT EVEN A TABLE AND CHAIR IN THE HALL!! @__@ @$%$@#$!#!#@ XDXD

It seemed that there's a discommunication (i wonder if there's a word like that) between the lecs and FMD (facility management department or sth) so when the event previously held at exam hall finished, FMD ppl din send any staff to rearrange back the exam tables and chairs. So, unless we bring our own tables and chairs (of which weiyong was eager to do) we gotta postpone our test. That goes for cyber ppl too. oh well.

the lecs in charge, Dr. Lim -he despices us for calling him anything other than Dr Lim. No Sir, No Mr.Lim, No nothing and he wont response to any of us, seriously if we dun call him wat he wants XD- was extremely pissed off and stared at the space, arms crossed as usual. Dr. Gan, who is my current math lec and tutor, was nonchalently explaining about the postponement and the reason, breaking off into a smile or craking jokes with students now and then. Difference of hell and heaven right? XD and they (both the docs) get along pretty well. opposite attracts? *not going to think any further than tat* :p

So one of the students ask if we can sit on the floor for the test XD i was hoping we can and Dr.Lim came butting it "what? you have to sit for 1 hour!" and look all disapprovingly at us. man, can't you take a joke? i shot back "really?! i dun mind!!" and he was startled and looked away into space again. Dr. Gan was laughing and all cheery as usual (heard he jz got so amiable recently, seniors said last time he was very strict) so having seen what i came for, me and weiyong bike back, somewhat frustrated. no. make it Very Frustrated. Now i have to study for maths all over again!! urgh.

on a lighter/not so angst note, EMiNA AGM 06/07 was quite a sight to behold, at least at the first hour XD. There were tons of ppl in there crowding up A1, our biggest lecture hall in CLC @_@. Preparation on the computer was a mess, but somehow we pulled thru, somehow ^^;; running to and fro to fix things, getting wires/cable, transfering slides/videos, and forgetting things on the way. Anyway, we got alot of enthusiastic ppl as working committee for both our club and GACC07 so i'm quite happy all and all. Must be my presentation that dragged them in XD *bricked* oh and thx to Khurshid too of course >w< too bad all the girls came to gacc rather than club's working comm XDD jkjk

so that's about it. Bon Odori here we come! XD *get camera ready to shoot yukata gals* XD

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below are scribbles i drew while chatting with loomun in msn. We thought it's funny so loo mun let me blog about it XD sorry if they burnt your eyes :p


last time during Alpha, loo mun was as white as paper when she donated blood (not even half a blood pack..) and shocked everyone including the trainee nurses. Face pale and lips purple-ish white.. damn scary 0.o|||

On last friday (before khurshid's bday dinner XD), we went hiking up bukit bukit beruang. Not actually hiking cos we jz walk up the path, which at some points are really steep. then when we were halfway up, loomun became short of breath, and started to turn pale and flop on the ground. i was 0.0 and thus ask her to stop and do deep breathing. Everytime when she tried to get up, her lips will turn from purple to white..>__< wat if she pass out or sth.. *bit nails* Before long she lied/sprawled on the path, me scared stiff and helplessly stared at her, until kristine they all reach up there. We had to escort/support poor loomun downhill unless we want her guling down till the end of the slope XD

Now, on to sth very cute XD ouran host club episode 14 has the cutest tamaki in doggie form >w< i can't tahan.. felt like hugging tamaki with the puppy eye and "wang wang" yelping. btw it's also how you read the word in my banner doggie's bubble XD
here's the adorable tamaki-chan!


at the end of the show we have both tamaki and haruhi doggie mode! XD



for those who are not familiar with this anime, you should go watch it! it's really a nice comedy+bit of fake BL XD dun mind if you dun understand wat i said XD even my roommate who dun watch much anime had this in her watching list XD

to khurshid, glad you like your gift *grin*. btw, we were jz joking about the opening the present after 12am thing XD. me and loo mun had fun bullying you ^w^ *bricked*

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Sandy, my online fren in brazil asked me to color her webpage banner.. so i did as she requested.. TADA~



so how's it? do see the larger reso pic. i've spent too much time on the small details :p lineart by Sandy Chu color by me XD

here's another one i did during the hols.. but it's not pretty so i wont put a pic here *brick* i suck at clothes shading..*hide in a corner*
Lineart by my sis, Liz and color/ruined by me. Click here to see and bled your eye..

well, again, i slept thru morning classes, and i'm dreading them more and more by the day. Weather's uber hot and it's even sweltering and only cooling off during the wee hours.. sigh. I WANT AIRCON!!! *bang wall*

Going to IT fair later.. hope i can get a DVD burner with a good price. then i'll start coloring a new pic. here's a sneak preview :D

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I'm in Gamma now. The thought slapped me in the face even harder when i see alot of freshies walking around in campus, suit up, carrying MMu-branded bags and hanging their laminated student card around their neck. Besides, there are new changes everywhere; fresh new hair style+hair color on frens, different classes and schedule, and unfamiliar faces for classmates. >.< this never fail to make me feel lost, intimidated, yet at the same time i'm brimming with excitement and anticipation. A whole new year to start my Uni life once more! YEAH!

It's the 2nd day of my 2nd year in degree, and i nearly overslept for my maths class today. Did i mention that i slept through my first 8am class on the first day? Really hope i can get up before 8am for the rest of my morning classes or i'll be desperate and dead for having poor attendance again XD

i'm supposed to start studying bit by bit daily, but i'm jz too addicted to a SNES game called "terranigma". The original name of the game in japanese is Tenchi Souzou, which mean The Creation of the World. I finished playing it when i was form 2, so you can imagine how old that game was. In spite of that, it's done by ENIX, before they become Square Enix, so you can expect it to be good :D the story was about resurrecting the world, and killing monsters n bosses. it's really easy to play, since there's not much combo skills and the battle system is like the Megaman series type, jz hit them on the right rhythm. I'm the type who go more for story instead of gameplay, so it's fair enuf for me *grin* Oh yeah! i can even use cheat on the simulator XD it's so cool *get bricked* if anyone's interested you can get the simulator and game from me!! my sister downloaded it jz before the hol's ended and i was delighted to be able to replay it again ^__^

here's some snapshot of the game:

so.. dubious as it seems, i'll try to do my best kicking start in everything. Everthing which includes making the next GACC another round of success, while not screwing up my studies, better my personality and interpersonal skills, and get closer to frens :D *hugs* guess that's not that hard right? *fingers crossed*


P.S. 1/3 of my harddisk died on me, and all my downloads are there. *sob*
P.P.S Upgraded my com to 1Gb RAM~ now i can use photoshop without lag/crash.
P.P.P.S I'm Broke.

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so yeah.. after like 1 year plus since i last edited the layout, here's something cute for a change >w< it's almost done, save for the annoying white fonts on my doggie banner.. anyone knows how to hide it? do tell me cos i'm clueless XD later i'm going to customize the font size+color, an maybe some icons. Now i'm going to get a good night's sleep.. been doing the layout for a whole day (totally no idea wat to do) and another to solve the ever so confusing codes >__<

credits to my sis, liz for drawing the kawaii doggie for me.. saw my name in the doggie pic? it's meant to be our signature pics >w< mine's a doggie, hers' a lizard (i guess u know why XD)and my younger sis's a sheep. this is her DA page. do pay her a visit sometime :D *end advertisement*

that trip tat i was suppose to go after last post got postponed, so i'm off to penang tomorrow.. so tata for now! XD

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i've been apologizing for not updating for the last few posts.. so i'm not gonna do so this time XD

On Monday, right after the last subject, which i've given up already since friday's subject, we went to watch Da Vinci Code. In the cinema there's tons of MMU students, which almost filled the whole cinema XD the movie was good, even for us who had read the book, but kinda missed out some plot which i wanted to see. like how grand the library mentioned was, how sophie threatened the guard by attempt of wrecking a painting.. and how sophie's bro being so handsome with the green eyes (they din even mention him.hmmph..). It'd be nice too if langdon is abit more handsome and sophie not looking so old. *runs away*

Back in room, packed everything and even managed to finish off 6 vols of fruit basket cos my com's already been dissembled and cpu sent to Dex for safekeeping. the next morning gatta wake up at 6sth cos we are going to KL at 7am *shocked to see it's already 3am after reading those manga*

June and William reach our house around that time in the morning, and we stuff our luggages and all the Gempak leftovers in the car. Had breakfast in Seremban (nice Wan Tan Mee. Mmmm...) I slept thru out the journey with piles of comic beside me, occasionally tilting towards me and squeezing me now and then :p we reached Gempak Office around 10am, and stucked there not until 12 sth. they have to check the stock.. do the accounts.. and then pay us 2k cash *WoOt!!* We were awed and it was my first time seeing so much cash in hand \0.0/

so we headed straight to KLCC, and ventured to the Bumiputra Commerce to bank in those terrifying piles of cash (yes i'm exaggerating :P, but it's still alot) by using the ATM machine. We were wondering how it counts the money after we put them in the money slot and joking about the machine saying "Thank you. Your cash is being shredded. Please come again." it was silly but we had a good laugh over it XD

Then we went to Aquaria KLCC, and we were there for 2 hours. there's side exhibitions of insects(i can spot every one of them in camouflage XD) besides the fishes and sharks n a big bloated poo-in-your-face-over-the-glass-tunnel fish. We were really shocked as we first stepped in the glass underwater tunnel, that huge dark fish jz swam across and poo. it was trailing along the fish, longer and longer it became.. Disgusting. Did i mention that we posed with scorpion on our palms? i even got 1 on my shoulder XD i felt this tingling feeling where it stood on your skin.. and posed very awkwardly. Loomun was screaming at me to take the photo quickly as it was crawling on her hand. Some experience we had.. sure worth the money :D

After walking back to KLCC and had our late lunch, we went to Sungai Wang via Putra, Komuter n monorail.. kinda lost abit but we managed to get there after some time *sweat* at that time we were kinda in a rush, so we jz go straight to Low Yat. i bought a card reader, and some games for my sisters and myself XD June's sister came and pick us up at the hang tuah monorail station. We were still in time for the bus home, so i thought we might as well go to her hostel room to freshen up before going to pudu station. June's sister was so cool XD she had handsome and sexy bishis in her
art file and i was immediately drawn. wish i could draw tat well >.< *drools* before long we parted and went for the bus home.

When mom and dad came to fetch me, i was half asleep. Dad suddenly said i looked taller and blew all my sleepiness away. XD i said "what? really?" then he said "must be cos of your long hair" and i was awed. so hairstyle DO affect how you look. *lesson learnt* so i was eager to have my hair cut and was thinking of changing my look. On Friday mom took me to this saloon, which charge quite expensively and i have my hair cut and restyled. it looks nice and i was surprised even to see my reflection in the mirror.. it's so feminine and Not ME. hell yeah i'm happy so i din dared to flinch abit fearing that it'd ruin the hair XD. Well, it eventually turn back the way it was and i had to stick some crystal hair oil on it to make it stay. few strains of hair will poke upwards now n then.. but it'll look better in time.. i hope >w<

Mom and aunt and uncle went to Bangkok and Pattaya for 5 days after that, and 3 of us (me and my sisters) were practically home alone for tat interval cos dad went work early and back home late. We did all the chores and yeah.. i'm an irresponsible big sister who slept till late in the afternoon and does not do much work except eating, daydreaming, n driving. But.. but I did bathe my dog coco and do some other petty stuff.. *gets squeeky and small*

Anyway, i get to meet up my frens and form 5 classmates. it's fun to meet up and see how they had change/remain the same over the years. it's been a year since i last saw them, and it's a relief that we were still joking and laughing like the old days. I'd really hate to see friendship bonded over several years flush down the drain by distance.

Besides, i've got a new phone! yey!! XD it's a Sony Ericsson P800. Tho it's not a new model, i got it free from my cousin *grateful eyes shining in tears* He was back from London, and last time he said he had a phone which he's not using and was willing to give me if i wanted. So.. it's the first ever pda phone by SE, and it is bulky and big but i'm not complaining.. it had touchscreen, camera, mp3 player, bluetooth, MMS, and games and softwares that i can download and install and so many other stuff that i previously dun. I was searching for softwares and firmware upgrades the first few days like mad XD and it paid off. i can write chinese characters, play games, listen to my mp3s n show off too *shot* XD i'm jz too happy with my new toy. Hope i won't spoil it or sth cos i've got this jinx with hp.. *touchwood*

so that's about it.. my first half of my hols XD going to penang again tomorrow to visit my fren Ahmoi and sharon will be there too. will make sure to enjoy myself :D so dun expect me to do updates any sooner k? *runs*

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well.. everyone's probably studying like hell now.. at least i do.. and yet i can't seem to finish even 1 subject.. this sucks.. which lead me to watching auran host club 6 jz now.. *guilty striken*

anyway, good luck to everyone who are taking finals next week. *dreads*

tick.. tick.. tick...

ARGH.. i can't take it any longer!! Shit man. hope this ends soon before i say adieu to my sanity.. orz

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heh. sorry about not updating for so long XD

Around that previous post, there's so many events that i'm too lazy to post. for example, we had Loo Mun's birthday party (13.4.06), GACC appreciation dinner (15.4.06), maths n electronic exam, rushing of assignments n presentation... phew. wonder how we made it being so hectic.

And yesterday we have EMiNA Ad-Hoc Meeting (>Edo: yea i know, now that you said it i find it weird to have AGM meeting so many times XD) and YES! i'm OFF THE STAGE! no more president of EMiNA!! nyakakakakakka *bang wall*

Anyway, congrats EDO! You Hold The FUTURE of EMiNA now! Feel the wrath of 5th KaiCho of EMiNA (which is me) if you ever think of screwing up *fiery eyes n flame blowing*

Ehem. Hope that all the new hicomms will put in their efforts relentlessly and bring EMiNA up to a higher stage! Tanomu yo! we lay our trust on you now. ^_^

That said, i'm still one of the hicomm and.. BEHOLD! The Director for GACC07! yes! We are still having it next year! And hopefully larger scale and more eventful! can't imagine why i've gotten myself into deep shit again.. well, since i'm in it now, i better make it even more successful or else XD

Saa.. te. Later we are going to Shibaraku for our Hicomm appreciation dinner so i'm very looking forward to it ^^. next update will be full of pictures.. i swear! XD

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