given a situation, when you are granted a week long holiday, you'd rather..

A: be sick and forced to rest in your home
B: really study for the midterm tests and assignment deadlines after your holiday

well, i got option C, which is all of the above. Sweet. I lost my voice after conducting a meeting on sunday in a really noisy room where the other end can hardly hear what I said, unless 1 knows how to read my lips. After that, my throat felt uncomfortable and got worst on thurs, when we went back home. Just my luck. After seeing the doctor at hometown, i had to fight tremendously against my overwhelming sleepiness so that i can study abit more before i drop dead due to the medication.
so.. i've finished/scanned 3 chapters of micro-p and still 2 more subjects to go. i guess i'm a failure. sigh.

Another situation: if you are diagnosed with terminal disease, would you..

A: sulk at your pitious fate and be in denial
B: recheck to confirm it/get rid of the dreadful uncertainty

for me it's abit of both.

Last time i posted about me going to donate blood in my hometown, and the GH had sent me a letter regarding some problem about my blood. Well, that's half a year ago and i was pronounced clear after doing a retest. Then, overjoyed, i donate blood again, before this trimester started. Again, a letter came to me after that, stating the same issue. I felt like a convict imposed with death sentance. Uncertainty and depression engulfed me, for good. I was diagnosed with Hepetitis C.

"How could this happen to me?!", the very same question asked by those who are declared having left 3 months to live or suddenly caught AIDS. That was a few week before midterm break when i was helplessly asking around for blood test center around melaka. End up, i din go to any of them, because i dun want to spend so much money when i can do the test halfpriced in my hometown (mom got a voucher for Pathlab in Fajah supermarket). It doesn't help if i do the test sooner or later if i really had that virus right, since there's no cure for it. So i force myself to be optimistic and life goes on pretty much.

The few days in between the trip to pathlab and the results announcement was anything but cheerful, tho my throat was getting better. I can't study, and i can't really enjoy reading manga or watching anime at all. All the time i was recalling about the infos about hepetitis C written online and wonder how much the medication for it cost. Well, i'm not really that pessimistic but you really have to be prepared if the worst befalls on you. So.. it's not my fault that i can't finish reading that stupid incomprehendable Electromagnetic. heh.

After days of suspense and uneasiness, today, the result was finally out. There's sth wrong with my liver's enzymes, and i have a bit of urea acid, but.. I'm Cleared of Hepetitis C! YEAH!!! my worst nightmare was gone with the wind. I heaved with great relief, as well as my dad, who went to the gent's straight after the news. Guess his really really worried and i'm so glad i'm ok. the uncertainty and depression vanished in thin air. I'm healthy! tho i've been taking it for granted before this happened, This statement became so precious to me now. So, guys, do care about your health cos it really is the only thing you can have in order to gain other things. So stop taking for granted about your health and start maintaining it! XDDD

Moral of the day: be happy for being healthy and disease free, and work for it!

ok. shit. i have to start studying now if i want to finish my assignment on time. >__< see you guys back in campus! XD