I've been waiting for this eversince mid-term exam. Yes! Holiday is coming!! After all those awful and torturing exams, holidays will welcome me along with Freedom! yeah! And i can read those novels i've been craving to finish, do some photoshop stuff i've promised myself, do exercise if possible and this, and that... or so i thought.

Right after the last exam, i started to pack my computer, then some of my clothes. i was still light-headed, unable to believe that exam had been over and holidays are jz ahead of me. The next day i went straight to the bus station and fled home as fast as the bus could take me. The groggy feeling was still there, having me still wondering if exam is over yet.. but what the heck! i'm going home! after 2 months being away from home, i should be happy going back...

I admit that i'm blur most of the time, especially when my family came to fetch me. I was reading my ebook while waiting for them at Kamunting bus station. Mom approached me and the first thing i said was "huh? what? oh, yeah..." Damn blur. Guess i wasn't ready for home, was I?

Like i mentioned.. i had alot in mind about what i want to do before holidays finally came. Finish my novels (bought and borrowed), my ebooks, improve my photoshop skills, roam Taiping with my old bike, learn to drive fearlessly (ok, i'm timid...) and exercise, which i put alot of resolution on it.. Yet, things don't always turn out the way we want. The first thing i felt being at home is the surge of laziness. It seemed pretty ok if i drone on living like a good-for-nothing parasite.. i slept until late in the afternoon, waken up jz to get lunch, then stick to the computer doing nothing much until dinner and then glued to the computer again.

A small part of me complained that's just partially true. With the facts that i did get up once at 8 am and jogged around, that i did roam Taiping for 15 minutes and noticed that a part of Taiping Lake Garden was in an unsightly state having reconstruction of draining system in progress, that i did manage to flip a few pages of one of the piling novels and that i did experiment with some of the cool tutorials on the web, holidays is not equal to being sucked up in laziness.

So, since Wednesday, about 6 days have passed. Task accomplished: 0
Hey, this is holiday! no Pressure should be involved! Alert! Alert! Tension detected!
But, come to think of it, if i dun push myself to do things, i'll probably won't do it until the next term break comes, or even the next next term break if it matters...

Ok, solutions..
Timetables. Nope. I dun follow them anyway.
Determination. hmm.. i have that, as strong as a toothpick. Great.

For now, I have no idea what i'm suppose to do with my sloth like attitude.. jz wanna comfort myself that it's the same with everyone else.. so anyone outside the 'everyone else' group can come here and give me a kick. it's much appreciated! hehe.. at least i can start getting off my butt and threaten myself with "Somebody out there is doing stuff, so can you!" kind of thing. hehehe.. Ciao~

P.S. i'm long-winded. but heck, this's the first thing i post. Bear in mind that there may be no more post longer than this as my passion is short-lived...