well, things have been getting wildly out of hand, i barely survived the pressure of having all these problems that had been piled up and landed with a sudden thump on us. think i'm getting gastric because of all this pressure.. dunno. And my health status is still unconfirmed. Before CNY i've donated blood, out of boredness. then when the semester reopened, a letter came and said i've had to go do check up on my blood. This freaked my parents and myself out so much, that i went back home straight away on friday, a long 6 hours journey.

Home, and saw my uncle (mom's older bro) and his wife, all with pure white hair and fair complexion. Was trying to have fun during the grand feast with them, cos they hardly come back to M'sia, and it was 13 years since i last seen him, not that i can remember much. It was because my grandma passed away, only they were back. This time, they are back for renewal of their passports. So, hungry and not exactly in the mood to talk, i jz eat my way thru.

Did check up on Monday, cos they dun work on Saturday anymore. They promised to call me up when report's out, but i haven't got a whisper about my condition till now. It's thrown to the back of my mind tho, cos i've more things to worry about once i get back to campus. shit happens. things jz won't go smoothly as planned. Things got dragged, and everyone dread the workload, tho some dun even have much to do, while we jz took the lion's share of all of them, working our ass off.

Can't even study, as i planned to, now that i've screwed my results for 2nd sem, i dun think i want to dilly dally until the last moment, but i jz can't help it. things are getting too complicated. I need a rest from all these. so you'll see me shutting off my brain, and jz do watever i'm told. practically a zombie. God, i pray that i can get over this.

i'm lucky to have frens like you guys.. you know who you are. can't make it without you all. you're rare gems and i've never regretted being a fren for you all.

we'll overcome this, and laugh over these problems when everything is over.